Knowledge & Atheism

so I'm a 23 year old female from norway. i was adopted so i've always looke different than others. (see picture) most of my life has been an intense ride. i've always had a love for science, technology, nature, things i couldn't understand in general, and especially things that made me angry, irritated or sad, i practiced buddhism philosophy for four years before realizing i had to focus more on what whas in front of my nose than a doctrine. i've spent most of my days in deep thought. what i realize is that i'm overly interested in themes that other people haven't even thought about, the thing about themes that make people huffed up or the opposite, is that they are the most important ones to be explored, here are uncharted territory, coulded in a fog of emotion. hugs